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2010-06-22T00:01:00.001+08:00

Month One.
Hi Mommy!
I am only 3/4 of an inch long,
But I have all my organs.
I love the sound of your voice.
Every time I hear it,
I wave my arms and legs.
The sound of your heart beat
Is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two.

Mommy,
Today I learned how to suck my thumb.
If you could see me
You could definitely tell that I am a baby.
I’m not big enough to survive outside my home though.
It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three.

You know what Mommy,
I’m a boy!
I hope that makes you happy.
I always want you to be happy.
I don’t like it when you cry.
You sound so sad.
It makes me sad too,
And I cry with you even though
You can’t hear me.

Month Four.

Mommy,
My hair is starting to grow.
It is very short and fine
But I will have a lot of it.
I spend a lot of my time exercising.
I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes
And stretch my arms and legs.
I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five.

You went to the doctor today.
Mommy, he lied to you.
He said that I’m not a baby.
I am a baby, Mommy, your baby.
I think and feel.
Mommy, what’s abortion?

Month Six.

I can hear that doctor again.
I don’t like him.
He seems cold and heartless.
Something is intruding my home.
The doctor called it a needle.
Mommy what is it? It burns!
Please make him stop!
I can’t get away from it!
Mommy! Help me!

Month Seven.

Mommy,
I am okay.
I am in Jesus’s arms.
He is holding me.
He told me about abortion.
Why didn’t you want me, Mommy?

Every abortion is just…

One more heart that was stopped.
Two more eyes that will never see.
Two more hands that will never touch.
Two more legs that will never run.
One more mouth that will never speak.

If you’re against abortion, reblog.

Hello dumb, there's something called condoms in this world. USE IT LA. Stupid girl. Happy now?

2010-06-14T14:58:00.005+08:00

Vivo; 100610

11th. A brand new start or an end?

2010-06-10T23:02:00.000+08:00

I leave this blog to rot for how long? 2 weeks? -laughs- Busy holidays, outings everyday. Mahjong really is a part of my allowances. Went Vivo city today, had steamboat then take photos, there's this group of girls, epics only (Y) Their poses, nearly laugh die me &cat. Then Daiso, then KILLERS (Y)

There's this guy who stepped on my feet! ^&%^$#%#%#!%@$. Then shop around, I really want a nice ring :( But none caught my eyes. I need to go 313 really soon! I want, maxi dresses, bags, rings, clothes, wedges. SO MANY :O

2010-05-31T15:03:00.007+08:00

Sentosa Trip.

2010-05-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

Thanks Gay, for the wallet/clutch? My mother is such a crazy woman, I hint her to buy, she hint my friends to buy -.- Hello dumb Gay, it's not Gss yet la, so early buy what?!

You know, She know, I knew. No matter how or what, nothing will change the fact.

2010-05-23T08:36:00.002+08:00

I had a nightmare yesterday.
We're having conflicts, and the next thing I know is that.
I was in tears.

Will do a post for Sentosa after getting the pictures.

2010-05-17T22:26:00.003+08:00

Long weekends for me, wooo~
Friday, actual plan was steamboat, but I don't feel like having, so we went to watch The back-up plan, really nice movie. I like. Uber sweet. Then shop around and we had some talks -winks-

Saturday, went mahjong, I lost nearly $30 plus in the start, but in the end. I won $15! Then had a simple steamboat at Gay's house, we bought a lot of food for like little amount of people -.-

Sunday, went for tuition marathon, then mall. Raining cats and dogs, dinner then saw our P.E teacher -.- Huimin wna go threading, but all the shops were closed. Too bad then, LOL.

Today, went Kovan to see the chinese physician w/ Cat. FUCKING FUNNY. I was totally shocked by what the physician did &screamed. The physician is really humorous. Then we went to watch IP MAN 2. LIKE FINALLY, I GET TO WATCH IT! &We saw Bestfr they all, they went to watch Iron man 2, such a coincidence!

They are like having movie marathon for this few day, tmr they're going again! We cab back home, then the taxi uncle really get on my nerves, can't stop nagging, I ignored all the way. Then he ask Cat isit my boyf, then cat ask me say husband. He shocked dao, then don't believe, he say Cat looks younger than me! ):

2010-05-12T15:53:00.002+08:00

Family & Friends means everything to you.
But I am neither one.
So to you, I means nothing?

10th

2010-05-10T07:59:00.001+08:00

10th.

Hectic.

I need a fairy right now.

2010-05-02T00:23:00.003+08:00

Holiday, for today. Basically, today is totally like family day. Parents didn't have to go for work. So I went groceries shopping w/ mother then father come to fetch us and we had lunch together. Then went to my babies' house. Hell miss them. &We went Seoul garden for dinner ^^ My brother is annoying, pestering me to go shopping together -.- Topman somemore -.-
Then pestering my mother for a puppy, crazy boy. He thinks he got a lot of time for a puppy.

Fucking tell me, who the fuck is she? Pcb.

2010-04-25T10:23:00.002+08:00

Bugis on friday w/ Huimin, Jx and Shanice. Really bored and nothing to buy at all. Went Iluma for some addictive games. I still can't forget about the 'mother' thing. ): Home like super early that day, so I went Gay's house for mahjong, super madness. Play until he lost nearly hundred dollars. I only manage to sleep at 2am! Crazy people.

I left my phone w/ him, &he's stupid enough to ignore everyone's calls and texts! I woke up at 1pm & then meet him for Monga! Vulgarities thru the whole movie uhs, super man + handsome. Woo. The movie super long, 2 hours 20 mins! I wna watch The bounty hunter too!

2010-04-22T19:44:00.003+08:00

School is as mundane as usual. But the class is always fun ;) My bestfr looks and behave like an old man! Everytime I talk to him, he will only nod his head and goes 'hmm..hmm..' But he talks like a kid can, always left his brain @home.

I totally love dixiao Weiwen, his face can go as red as a TOMATO when he's shy! Can you tell that I'm studying nao? ;wild POA is killing me ): Emaths is eating me alive! Tmr is friday and I don't have any plans for it yet! DIE. Quarrels can really kill me.

2010-04-17T23:54:00.002+08:00

I went to my baby niece's birthday, 4 babies in a house. I nearly go crazy, love them all! Little angels. Next time, I shall bring my son along, HAHA.
&I BOUGHT BLACKBERRY BOLD 9700 AFTER WEEKS OF DILEMMA! MAD CHIO (Y)
It still have the Texas king &Sudoku games! Cat, are you jealous?! LOL. But I'm still not used to this new phone. Kinda noob.

2010-04-16T23:07:00.002+08:00

Gay went shopping w/ me and my baby niece. Buying her a gift for birthday, so we went to the babies' department shop. The sales girl super cute, she thought my niece is my daughter ): Then when I said I was only 15, she super shocked can.

Then went for dinner, I spent more than 30 mins waiting for a seat @Pizza hut leh, rubbishing w/ Cat. The cheesy bites pizza v.nice, super cute too. Look like an ice cream. Then we shop till Compasspoint closes. Powerful (Y)

9TH.

2010-04-10T22:16:00.001+08:00

9th.
Is it a great day? Spending times w/ you.

I just love those fights &quarrels.
I just love how you console me.
I just love how you'll hold on to me when you sense my fears.
I just love your sweet talks.
I just love you.

One goodnight text from you, make me go insane.

2010-04-09T16:04:00.001+08:00

I need Peace.
& you.

Tmr, is the day.
For my phone &us.
Or maybe neither,

2010-04-03T11:39:00.002+08:00

Again and again, histories never once stop. That pain is like a cycle, one that never stop. I was blind, all the while by love till I can't see others. I lost myself, my mind. I tried getting everything back to normal, the start. Then I realize, it's impossible. I can't take it like nothing happen and move on.

I didn't realize that my words and actions was so obvious, until my bestie told me. She said I don't like you anymore, I love you. When you're sad, my heart ache and breaks (Althought to almost all my friends, I do have heart ache and breaks.) You never fail to ensure me everything is good &well. But I saw your pain. The other side of you that you've never hide from me. GOD BLESS PLEASE.

*cross fingers*

2010-04-02T21:00:00.002+08:00

Watch Rec2 w/ Gay. FUCKING DISGUSTING, THE WHOLE MOVIE CREEPS ME OUT. I PUKED LIKE LOTS OF TIMES ONLY. The movie is like super no link + disgusting. KILL THE DIRECTOR PLEASE. Had dinner after movie, Pizza hut. I barely ate anything, vomit like one no tomorrow. ): Stupid Gay is abnormal, why will there be people that like this kind of movie? I FEEL SO DIZZY.

2010-03-29T18:41:00.003+08:00

Nothing interesting to post about, mundane life ): Don't understand what the fuck is wrong w/ the weather. Turning me into a crazy woman. Screw everything up bodoh -'-
Still wondering what phone to buy, Blackberry storm2 or what? I wna go for movies, but lazy ttm.

I'm worry as the day is approaching...

2010-03-20T22:47:00.014+08:00

Small random BBQ @Pasir ris park. Great fun, minus the rain away! I'm lazy to elaborate, pictures will do the job. I tell you, my photographic skills jitao (Y) !

When fear conquers me, you rescued me.

2010-03-19T11:08:00.002+08:00

Went to watch Kidnapper w/ Cat, she did many unglam stuffs! Laugh die moi. HAHA. The movie is so bloody + touching. I cried like no tomorrow, & Cat is lost. LOL. The movie is super touching only, can cry give you die. Then we went shopping for bbq stuffs, bought super many things! Like omg only. Then went Huimin's house, discovered her camera, chio uhs! &I love her bed, LOL.

2010-03-12T22:38:00.003+08:00

Can you believe I cried in front of so many people? Over some such of cb people? I actually broke down & cried. After many many times of trust for you &you threw them away again and again. It's all over, ended.

Went town w/ Huimin, Cat &Yimlee. Walk around then we caught Alice In Wonderland, 3D. POWER (Y). So many movies on my list, Dragons 3D, Kidnapper & When In Rome. Actually only 3 movies uhs. LOL.

Headed to Far east, first time, the whole place is like so few people & all the shops closed so early! Cat did extensions, handsome bodoh! Then me &Huimin had manicure. I actually went home empty-handed ): IM EXCITED FOR THE PICTURES ALRIGHT.

2010-03-10T18:07:00.003+08:00

We actually moaned &dixiao a guy, LOL. &I was dumb enough to board the bus along w/ Xiaodingdang.

8th,
I spent the day terribly. I can't think, I can only space out. Save me please.

2010-03-07T21:28:00.000+08:00

You know why I loathe you, because you're fighting over what I want.

2010-03-04T17:38:00.002+08:00

It's coming to the end of this week soon. Lazy to elaborate how's my life being. Nothing much to say either. I just wna watch Alice in the wonderland.

I have no say upon you, I'm in no position. But I only long for some private moments.
I feel uneasy when your 'daily call' never reaches me.

2010-02-26T17:19:00.001+08:00

I forced myself to sleep so that I won't think of you. But then I realize all my dreams were about, you. Waking up in tears (N)

2010-02-24T17:59:00.002+08:00

I should post about today! I had a great day y'know! My maths teacher praise that I'm smart! *winks I'm gonna get good results for my chem test \m/

Went Pepperlunch w/ Huimin &Xiao ding dang, fucking funny. Xiao ding dang burp-ed super loudly and everyone over there heard it. We're laughing like dogs, &the boy over there is damn poorthing. His mother laugh die me!

Then we went Cotton On. Then shop for some presents.

&IM ALWAYS PHOTOSYNTHESIS-ING! IM GOING TO DEHYDRATE SOON!

A broken r/s can never be back to how well it was like before.

2010-02-22T15:05:00.002+08:00

Judge me? Go away then, you don't even know me.
It will get it's own way clear.
If you think it's nothing then so be it,
Because you're not having what I'm having, you wouldn't know.

‘有希望是幸福的，当幸福毁灭时，
剩下的不是失望，而是绝望。’
--乔花

2010-02-20T13:22:00.002+08:00

When I'm not free, people ask me out. Then when I'm free, nobody ask me out! What is this?! Luckily I still have this great buddy of mine. Went to watch 14 blades w/ me, then now I'm waiting for my lunch, he's damn good at cooking, love his food! (He forces me to type I love his food! ): ) But it's really nice la. I like the pastas.

&The 14 blades very nice leh, the Qinglong, so cooool.

2010-02-19T19:13:00.003+08:00

I wanna watch movies, lots & lots of movies. Percy Jackson, Wolfman, Valentines day &14 blades!
Wish me huat k?! I'm playing black jack!

I feel so tiring to keep on repeating the same thing to you, &you actually don't even bother. So, I stopped. I'm doing this for your good, ):

2010-02-10T20:35:00.002+08:00

Went cut my hair, from side fringe become like one side bangs. Nb, my head fucking tiring. This time, my eyebrow looks more equal uhs. My hair is getting shorter ): I don't like this haircut ):

7th,
我爱上的是我们的回忆.

2010-02-09T18:08:00.002+08:00

Nb, I love my brother's phone camera can. No matter how I take pictures, all look so nice &artistic. Everybody bought those phones that I desire for, then what am I left w/ to buy? Thought of iPhone uhs, can go internet as I like. But v.big leh ):

Went mall today, Pizza Hut then Cotton On. I still have mood for shopping trips! I need more casual tops &flats too. The foral prints shoes fuck nice can?! Nb, ):

But I don't know how to go along w/ my dressings ):

2010-02-06T20:48:00.002+08:00

Went shopping yesterday, mad fun. Super embarrassing, I actually went in the changing room w/ someone &watch that person change?! The salesman was like keep on looking at me, make me wna die. Embarrass till I can die.

But I still have mood for shopping uhs, how I wish I could have more time to do shopping again ): Just too busy when CNY is coming next Saturday.

Where is my shoes?! Haven't buy shoes yet, nothing caught my eyes. Maybe I just buy a flats and get along w/ it?

Those tears, tore my heart.

2010-02-01T17:01:00.001+08:00

Baby, you'll never know what I have been through.

Don't tell me that I'm important,
When you hiewlan-ed me.
I don't want your sorry.

2010-01-30T18:04:00.003+08:00

Caught Legion w/ Wt &Yimlee. The old granny freak me out totally, I puked! ): Xia dao Wt. LOL. The ice-cream man is fucking like a spider! Somehow, this movie is kind of similar to Zombieland uhs, but better than Zombieland. I love the ending. The Baby save the human beings.

&I bought my red nail polish, like finally. Then went eating at Kfc. Kfc is selling egg tarts leh! &I look totally like an idiot, left my wallet at Kfc. Then I missed 3 buses, wtf. Went over to mall, walk around. Then chat awhile, bus-ed home.

2010-01-26T17:28:00.001+08:00

I can see that I have took the first step, close it &shut that door of mine.
Separation pulled me away, I've locked the door.

I'm craving for Honeydew soya milk!

2010-01-25T16:39:00.003+08:00

You &him, are so alike.
Sometimes, i feel like giving you a slap on the face,
for what you have remind me of.
I already tried my best to stay away from you,
what's more do you still want?!
Imagine having to be w/ you for so long,
it sucks.
God, please tell me that I'm wrong.

INSANE.

2010-01-24T21:31:00.001+08:00

Paranoid,

2010-01-22T22:10:00.003+08:00

Watching you walking further away from me, smiles fades...
Why am I always the one watching you go?
Laughs,
I would kill to hold you again.

Poorthing,

2010-01-20T19:50:00.005+08:00

OMG, SO BEAUTIFUL. I WANT TO LEARN HOW TO BAKE CUPCAKES!

You behave,
You text,
You smile,
You care,
You laugh,
Your hair,

Just like him. ):
Similar till It hurts.

2010-01-19T16:20:00.002+08:00

The smell of your cologne, remains there.
Like w/e,
I would remember that we're clear...

Ties, are all sever.

2010-01-16T23:55:00.004+08:00

My fr cooked lunch for me hor, siaosiao. First time cook for moi, my honor uhs. Went home, bathed then make up. Leave house to Plaza Sing, met Huimin, Jx, Arleen. Then we walk fucking long to get to the flea -.- I MANAGED TO WALK DOWN THE SUPER HIGH &LONG STAIRS! IT'S DAMN LONG! Then meet Jiamin, went Far east. Walk around, was finding my blazar, can't find what i desire ): Then went Kfc, ate &chat a while. Cab back to hougang, then bus back w/ Jiamin.

Stupid family gathering, but I'm excited for my cute little devils.

2010-01-15T18:29:00.003+08:00

IT'S FRIDAY!

I'm inspire by Ms Tey! Had a talk w/ Huimin at Mall, we talked about the book 'Offcentre'. It's really meaningful and gave me thoughts of reflecting myself. Just like what my sister said ''What your doings, reflects on yourself''.

Actually, there's a lot of things I want to talk about. But I've forgotten. I remembered, I want to improve my English! The book, 'Offcentre', is really great. I agree w/ the author, those 'mad' (mentally ill) people are just like us, they don't look different from us. They can laugh/cry/eat/speaks just like us.

But we're bias. We're prejudice, we judge them. Then we discriminate them, by our actions. We don't like to be challenged, but the way we're putting peoples down to get confidences, is wrong. We had a choice in our decisions, we're the one deciding. But for those 'mad' people, decisions is made for them.

We don't kept them in physical cages, but in emotional cages. We outcast them, just because they're different!

ME & HUIMIN, ADMIRE MS TEY!

Chris asked moi: ''Being loved or loving someone is better?''
This question set me thinking, what's your answer?

2010-01-14T17:21:00.002+08:00

Im so excited for friday! LIKE FINALLY YOU KNOW?!
Tian, I really bth physic, so hard to uds. I love chemical calculations! So fun, keep on pressing the calculator. Sec 3, then i realize the homeworks is like flood die moi!

My SS worst! The Ms neo, like poorthing only. Machiam 2 free periods, took photos w/ Wt. Nb, 她比我爱美 ): Finaallly get a rest day!

2010-01-13T18:12:00.002+08:00

Busy busy, coping w/ school, people, studies &homeworks. Wtf, I seems to be unable to focus when teachers were talking. Headaches, and my mood starts to change faster &faster. More and more mood swings.

Somehow, I start to get back my feelings for you. I like your gentlemen style. (Y) You're the exception one, the only one I want your attention so badly when you're already there.

2010-01-10T20:14:00.003+08:00

Half a year pass, so fast.

6th,
Tomorrow going school at 9.30am, damn nice. Nothing to post uhs, just some main points.
My POA tb, thick ttm. Fuck.

2010-01-08T14:58:00.002+08:00

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Help,

2010-01-07T20:27:00.003+08:00

Expectations,

Went Seoul Garden in the afternoon, so many handsomes at Tm! Yimlee can eat a lot ice creams! Then went Artbox, i bought a chio notebook! Siaosiao, the red color nicer hor, luckily i took it from Wt!

Then we were like really bored, so Jiamin came, we sat awhile at Mac. Then Arleen came too, played poker at Teadot. OMG, I broke a cup! ): SO PAISEH. Then went home, so early! But no point when it's getting so bored.

2010-01-06T14:55:00.002+08:00

The school days is getting better &better, my mood is also getting better &better. But, my stomach pain is still not getting any better. Im too used to the days that we played pokers. Im sososo sleepy now, but Chris don't let me sleep ):

Im so excited bout Seoul Garden & The assistant of vampire for tmr! What if i don't feel excited on tmr? DIE.

2010-01-04T17:38:00.003+08:00

First thing in the morning, raining cats &dogs. I'm like drenched from top to toe, then reached school, the feelings is so damn weird. New class, new classroom, new classmates(not all), new teachers &new rules.

I don't like it when the teachers treat us like primary school kids or something, doing all those childish things. Upper secondary school life, will it be a big different? I'm in a midst about my future. Why am i always lingering on my past?

My new teachers is still alright. I just feel hard to get used to everything, it's like so strange to me. It's a really bad starting for me, sucks big time.
I find myself so unlike me today.

Although I'm having a attitude problem, but im trying to change, (did i succed?) HAHA.
But, I don't like yours too. Stop hiew lan me. Sometimes, you just get on my nerves.

IM JEALOUS THAT LOWER SEC GET TO COME SCHOOL AT 10.30am ON EVERY MONDAY!

2010-01-03T21:12:00.002+08:00

I slept at 12 yesterday night, waking up at 12 in the morning, ain't me a pro?! Prepare myself, then get ready to go out, went Century Square, watched The fourth kind. The entire movie is like having a starting w/o an ending. But overall, not bad la. Somehow, the movie is non-fiction?

Then went mac, totally no mood ):

2010-01-02T22:20:00.000+08:00

First time ever, i feel that it's dead.

2010-01-01T08:12:00.004+08:00

Ok, i should post about somethings, im really really bored! Since i get back from countdown, i haven't been sleeping at all ): Ton w/ Jiamin on textes? LOL! Although, im not that long-winded like Jiamin, i'll try my best to say something. (She complained that it's short)

I'm really bad w/ words, just that 2009 is really a year full of ups and downs for me. But it seems to be better at the back, when we started growing, in mentally, more mature? Although i'll sometimes find myself just like a xmm ):

When it comes to friends, it comes & goes. 顺其自然. So i don't really have anything to say bout this.

R/s = secrets! :$

Overall, i wasted parts of my life in 2009, i should had really studied more. I was really struggling during the first 6 months. Only began to be better a little at the really end.

I should learn how to cook soup also!

2010-01-01T02:22:00.002+08:00

I woke up damn early today! &i slept damn late at 4am yesterday. Went Vivo w/ Huimin, dinner at Ljs. Then watch Old Dogs, it's damn nice! Then saw Junhao &co, went up to level 3. Cards then Samuel &fr came, i dont like all those spray, but overall. It's great (Y)

Then went back to mall for mac after countdown, ate a little, Huimin's father waiting for her uhs. She forgot to bring keys out, & camera too! ): Then Raina came over my house at 1 plus, sleeping over. She wna sleep w/ me! :$

Today, no camera = no picture, so took some w/ Raina at home.
Happy 2010 ^^v

2009-12-30T23:16:00.007+08:00

Went vivo w/ Huimin &Peishun. Damn funny &high on mrt, keep joke around. Then took pictures together, and played cards too! So long nver play together. Then Peishun left. Me &Huimin went to eat Steamboat at 北上川. Ok la, not really v.good also. Average luhs, the drinks there damn expensive -.-

Then walk around, went back to hougang mall, get some clothes at Cotton On, NICE RIGHT BABY?! LETS WEAR IT OUT TOGETHER SOMEDAY! &Thanks your mother for the clothes :B Give me so paiseh, HAHA. Then bus home, bathed, quarrel w/ mother again ): Never mind, i still get to go for countdown tmr! Vivo again! Midnight movie uhs! :D

IM EXCITED FOR TMR'S COUNTDOWN! (L)

2009-12-28T23:33:00.001+08:00

CB, YOUR STUPID OR WHAT?!
HOW LONG MORE DO I HAVE TO HINT YOU?!
YOU THIS KUKU BAKA.

2009-12-28T17:19:00.002+08:00

It's all my mistakes, for holding on.

2009-12-27T01:03:00.002+08:00

Tuition in the morning, first time ever, Yimlee commented that my nails polish color is nice! FIRST TIME HOR. Although I'm craving for Ljs, but i ate Subway w/ Yimlee. What a good girl i am. Then headed to Py's chalet. Wtf, they're all gamblers la. Only know how to gambles, watch movie w/ my babes.

Then left for home. Had visitors at home, so bath &went to Hougang mall w/ Huimin. Dinner-ed, then went her house for awhile, Yoyo damn cute, chase after the toy dog sia. Then bus back home, two ladies quarrelling on the bus, damn fucking loud k! Then the bus driver stop them from quarrelling, damn childish la -.-

HUIMIN: I KNOW ALL YOUR PATTERNS, HAHA.

Love is for the lucky and the brave.

2009-12-25T23:59:00.004+08:00

I finally had a good night sleep yesterday, i woke up today at 12pm. Am i a pro or what?! (Y) Bath then went out for lunch w/ brother & parents. My brother is super haolian, dancing in front of me luhs, dulan luhs. *Blinks. Then went to get a haircut, just trim (so short! Wtf) & cut a little of my fringe.

Went to get some cosmetics &brother went to get tibits. Waited for daddy to finish ordering his specs, then went home. Then brother's friend, Ellie, came and waited for my brother to pack for chalet. Ellie said I'm friendly hor! Went out w/ Huimin, bought christmas gifts for friends, then headed to Tampines, wna watch Alvin &the chipmunks but the tickets are all sold out ):

I'VE GOT MY EZ-LINK CARD RETAINED! FOR 5 FUCK WORKING DAYS, HOW AM I GONNA SURVIVE WHEN I'M OUT?!

Met Jx, dinner-ed then walk around Century Square, Thanks for the doraemon plushie ^^ HUIMIN: WHAT YOU WANT FOR CHRISTMAS? ME? :$

Merry christmas to all :D

2009-12-24T00:02:00.002+08:00

You know what? I'm feeling so busy this few days, going out, help out w/ mom &babysitting. Gosh, i just simply love babies. &I'm so gna go for another shopping trip or more! I have to spend my times fully before school starts. Bloody hell holidays since to be sooo short!
HUIMIN: IM EXCITED BOUT ALVIN &CHIPMUNKS.

2009-12-21T00:02:00.002+08:00

DON'T ACT LIKE YOU KNOW ME SO WELL,

although, you really read me like your book.

2009-12-19T00:12:00.003+08:00

I can hear your heartbeat, it's going as fast as mine.

Can you hold my hand like just now and don't ever let go?

2009-12-17T21:00:00.003+08:00

Your heart is what i long for.You think I'm so tough but I just never let you see me cry.

Zombieland, gore ttm man! No wonder M18 uhs, &the ending super -.- Quite long never watch this kind of disgusting movie, it really get me puke. Poorthing baby, get a tiny weeny scratch on her face. The house, is a secret.

2009-12-16T01:09:00.003+08:00

Boring days kay! No movies somemore, DIE. Sorry if i cant make it friday uhs, ):
Peishun say she wna see my cute baby doraemon that hanging on my phone now.
Damn cute! + got one milk bottle there somemore!

Unless i find someone that really similar to you, im gna be stuck at you.
It's not easy to find someone new.

Great bbq,

2009-12-14T00:00:00.003+08:00

Back frm BBQ, the people there are nice kay, but some are quite shy. Had a great time, games, social around (Y), eating and chatting. I would really love to go out w/ them again :$

2009-12-12T15:56:00.001+08:00

It have been so long since the last time we really share some times together, alone.

2009-12-10T21:44:00.003+08:00

It's th 5th, my dear.

I woke up at 10plus in th morning! (Y) Bath and the usual things i do, then meet up w Huimin, saw this damn cute + handsome guy! Like perfect you know?! Then went to watch Couples Retreat w Jx &fr. Then went Bugis for my shoes, th shoes damn nice kay! Actually still alright la, a lil too 夸张. Then went Aunt's house to take some stuffs for my mother. &Im really damn angry when i get back home! That jiejie actually told me th wrong things! Wtf!

2009-12-07T23:09:00.002+08:00

Held my hand tight,

Such a tiring day, i woke up at 10am but i slept at 5am uhs. I just had my dinner like one hour ago uhs, busy uhs. Really having abnormal life, if this continue, i'll go berserk real soon. I dont feel like going out leh, how?

Shopping, ♥

2009-12-06T20:52:00.004+08:00

I guess, you didn't know me well.

Finaally! I slept normally for a day! Woke up at 1pm, washup, bath and went to prepare for shopping. Before i start make up, i received a call, asking me whether i wna work as a part time sale assistant at sex shop, kind of ridiculous uhs, I'm only 14! A xmm, HAHA. Then went out to shopping, and had a late lunch cum dinner. The honey glazed chicken chop was nice. Then help my mother to buy things, then cab home. I WNA COUPLES RETREAT! What if thurs no more, how?!

2009-12-05T23:32:00.003+08:00

Took in car, when i was really bored uhs. This is already the clearest pic i took.
Had breakfast at Parklane mall with Yimlee, then my mother called. She and my father wna bring me out, after tuition went to find them. Then lunched, then we went bugis for some shopping, and went geylang after that for durians, we bought lots of it back home! My brother wna eat uhs, troublesome.

HORRIFIED!

2009-12-04T23:08:00.003+08:00

Met Huimin on bus, went to Amk hub, get our movie tickets, then we went for Pepper lunch. After eating, we still have around 20mins or something, walk around Amk hub, so disappointed! Where has all the handsomes went to?! &I was supposed to call and scold someone that's really shameless, and Huimin gave the wrong number and i scolded the wrong person, -.- HELL FUNNY. Then we bought our popcorns and went in, and this bunch of girls sitting beside Huimin was like looking damn young, i don't think they at least have 14. Looks like xmm(s) uhs. &The movie was great, but kind of a little similar with Orphan. But it's kind of scary. Fyi, of course i screamed. Manymany funny things happens today! Then after movie, we went Kfc for dinner, and we ate chicken popcorns. Then went Hougang mall, walk to Huimin's house there, take bus home, and i saw Benny, damn surpise, we're like taking bus and walking home together. Case 39 is nice, The next one will be Couple Retreat :D

虽然很努力，练习着忘记。

2009-12-02T17:40:00.004+08:00

I woke up super late, 12.45pm. Went to meet Huimin, bus to point. Mac and went to school for books, the books are like super thick sia. Quite a lot books no stocks, then cab home. Mahjong awhile, then they went out. Bored >:

爱上你是我的错，

接受你对我的好，关心，温柔，也是我的错。

如果我错了也承担，
认定你就是答案。

2009-12-01T00:58:00.003+08:00

我等了那么久，想要得到的答案却也是我最不希望的。

Don't bother to ask, my dear.
No matter what, secrets are to remain as they were.

It's nothing concern about the Mr D.
Don't bother to guess.

2009-11-29T18:53:00.002+08:00

Pastes,

My aunt came around 11am, with my cousins and maid. Gordan is super cute, he will come to me and keep on mumbling something like 'spray spray'. Then he will say xie xie also, super cute! Then his sister bought along her dolls over, she even teach me how to feed the dolls, and i was like freak out by the dolls, and when i said th dolls is scary, she will say i'm stupid, HAHA. Aunt went back at around 4, then me &my parents also went to her house, stay awhile then father drove us to Giant. Walk around and shop with parents, bought quite alot of stuffs uhs, it's like year end promotion sale everywhere. Then the promoter recommend the Essential Shampoo, and we bought like both of it, for me &sist. Wonder if it really gonna works on my hair, <:

2009-11-28T20:04:00.002+08:00

Would you even try to save me?

Loneliness is a time when we stop and think about ourselves desperately.

Tell you all a secret, my brother is good at cooking pastes! I was really tired and lazy after returning home from tuition and all those shopping, but i'm sososo hungry. &We're both craving for pastes, and he really went to buy the ingredients and cooked! Not bad leh, quite nice, but kind of a little too sour, i think he put too much sauces uhs, SUPER NICE. Tmr my babies are coming :B My brother gna cook again for the elder ones. &my sister is out at raina's house for sleepover, ):

Tomorrow Will Come.

2009-11-24T20:22:00.003+08:00

Inconsolable

Lunched with Huimin just now, :B
Baby, friends for quite long already uhs. Our patterns always more than badminton one! But we still must pei yang mo qi uhs. Although we had conflicts &did drift a little before, But i still love you la! *blink We played cards together, crazy together, craps together, laugh together, gossips together, cried together, study together, movie together, shopping together, disiao together, eat together, slept together, bio handsomes together. Siaosiao, you can live w/o me bo?! *shy You still can dreamt about me uhs, :3 Going HK in around 5/6 hours, then who go shopping &eat with me?! HUH?! SAY, WHO?!

2009-11-23T20:26:00.003+08:00

Babies,

Woke up super early in the morning at 8am, then my aunt came to drive me to her house. She needs to go for some things. Then left me &her new maid at home, my Gordan is super duper cutee~ He will hold on to me and keep on say, spray spray. It's a kind of sweet, he loves it. Both his sisters loves it too. I'll buy for them every time they come visiting or i went. We watch all those cartoon show together, so funny. They all love spongebob sia, and my Gordan is super easy to coax to sleep.

2009-11-22T23:32:00.003+08:00

Back to the start point,

I realize that i had grown up.

I did my promise.

2009-11-21T22:35:00.003+08:00

SPREE~

Had a little conflicts with mother in the morning, terrible. Tuition &went back, then father drove mother for driving lessons. Then we went to get some stuffs, then he drove us to Bugis. Finally bought th studded cardigan! It's in grey, i walk around the whole damn Bugis Street to just look for it, already last piece, no more black. The material damn good, then went to look for my brother, he's like a nooob~ He only bought 2 raglan t-shirt & a pants. But i think i spent the most uhs, & i only bought two items.

2009-11-19T15:03:00.002+08:00

BORED,

I'm kind of rotting at home already, can't stand staying at home for even one whole day. Has been going out for this few days. I thought today I'll be rotting at home, but still going out later :B Gonna get myself busy for this coming weekends! So many people's birthday falls on the same day. I'm gonna burn a hole in my pocket. I wna get my eyebrow trim and a haircut! Maybe dye my hair too? But I still schooling uhs, what for get my hair dyed? But maybe a manicure :3

2009-11-17T23:14:00.002+08:00

Went off to Bugis for some shopping, walk around there. Then cab to FEP, so tiring. My leg super suan, finally bought th bag I want. (Y) Reached home around 9pm, wan me die like that. Still thought of wearing my wedges out, luckily never. Gonna be out again tmr, :D

2009-11-16T21:12:00.003+08:00

SHOPPING,

I v.excited bout tmr's shopping! :D So long never pamper myself already. Been so hardworking during holidays luhs, HAHA. I'm looking forward to the movie too, (: But I'm still scared leh, PARANORMAL ACTIVITY ):

2009-11-11T21:39:00.003+08:00

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Locked away,

2009-11-11T20:35:00.003+08:00

Pearlie came over to my house, maybe a sleepover. She had conflicts with her unreasonable mama, &we watch horror films together. Both of us are those kind of scary cat type and we're both freak out! Super scared, it's bout dolls. Disgusting only! Thn we watch this movie trailer of "Paranormal Activity". Nice one sia, both scream-ing. But kind of hard t uds the trailer. The movie is about this young couple suspects that their house is haunted by a malevolent entity. They set up video surveillance to capture evidence of what happens at night as they sleep.

2009-11-11T15:49:00.002+08:00

I'm falling from start to finish,
Did you know that every night I was on the phone with you,
I'd put myself on mute, &secretly cry to you?

Busying doing nothing, holidays are bored. Spent a bomb on food, always. Must learn how to endure the bored-ness or I've have to really get myself working. Just wanna spend some times together with friends &my babies cousins. They're really cute, miss them lots.

No expectations, No disappointments.

2009-11-09T13:00:00.004+08:00

When the flashbacks come, the tears don't stop.

Holidays is so -'- . Everyone goes like 'I'm busy, working' ): Wna get someone to accompany me for meals also so difficult! All busy working, don't even have spare time for me ): Where's my meals ?! DIE. Luckily met Wt for lunch & Isabel (: Super ugly at the void deck.

I DON'T WANT TOMORROW TO COME! ):

2009-11-08T21:42:00.003+08:00

I'm awaiting for the day to come, (:

Boring day, father &mother brought me out for chilli crabs. Super craving for that.
I waited like a fool for nearly one hour plus. At least i get to hear it ? -'-

Get to hear your voice, really missing you.
But i just saw you yesterday,
iloveyou,<3

2009-11-07T16:50:00.004+08:00

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Locked away,

2009-11-07T14:54:00.002+08:00

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2009-11-07T01:05:00.002+08:00

EAST COAST PARK-ED TODAY !

Arranged to meet at my house , played poker before cabbing down to ecp (cheated by taxi-driver). We started bbq-ing at 4pm , people started to come at around 6pm . So , th 5 of us ate first ! HAHA. Fun la , but all our money like flys only. Then more and more people came . Isabel said Huimin's & mine tops are chio , she wna go bugis also. JIO ME GO LEH. Wait till my money came back first uhs. So insecure when wearing the top la, ): Wt, no need scared, i won't rape you one. Everyone cant stop burping uhs (insidejoke). Think only Dayang took photos , if possible then upload. &i'm really sad kay , i reached home at 12.30am , my parents didn't even give me a call AT ALL! ): I bathed for 45mins leh, plus removing makeups and all that usual skincares thingy . Not bad, quite fast. I dont dare to on my hairdryer, later whole family wake up, i think im only able to sleep at 2am . Tomorrow must wake up early in the morning ! = SHAG!

2009-11-05T19:15:00.003+08:00

DISASTER DAY EVER,
God, no rain tomorrow please.
FEVER-ISH,

My temperature just can't stop rising.
Thanks uhs my dear -'-
I find myself so pathetic today.

In the first place , if you never said it.
I'll feel much more better.

2009-11-04T16:44:00.005+08:00

Just When I Thought I Was Done , You Pull Me In For Another Run .

Don't you dare be crying,

[Edited]
Peishun is uber cute , she thought my birthday is on 4th nov , still sent me a happy birthday msg . Wt not th last anyone . Nice one uhs , BUSY WEEK ):

Those sec1's days we spent together , stay in my heart forever . Although xin &han not in same class with th rest of us . We're just beside (:

I detest your attitude towards things &me ,
always giving me those kind of w/e ,
seriously , neither am i going to call nor sms you ANYMORE .

2009-11-03T20:12:00.001+08:00

I wna watch this movie . Like seriously , Megan Fox is hot only. But this is a sexy horror movie , anybody dare to watch with me ? Laughs .

2009-11-03T17:44:00.001+08:00

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Have you ever wondered which hurt most? Saying something and wish you hadn't, or saying nothing and wishing you had.

2009-11-03T00:00:00.000+08:00

It's hard to forget someone you'll always remember.

It's my big day , I deserve to be good to myself. Thanks for the monkey plushie <3
Have you ever wondered which hurt most?
Saying something and wish you hadn't,
Or saying nothing and wishing you had.

放手也是一种，

2009-11-02T15:39:00.005+08:00

Like finally , went out for shopping ! Yesterday , father drove me and sis out , met Huimin first . Then went for her cousin birthday party , boring X: Cause we're v.raw , cant eat yet (inside joke) . Next time shopping , NO MORE WEARING HEELS . We both wore heels , walk dao.... &i saw this studded heels which is quite similar to Huimin's . But , no my size ): Now left with bag only . Im gonna get it real soon . Should i go for th sales job ? :/

明明很在意，却又装作不在乎。

2009-10-30T14:07:00.003+08:00

Last day of sch = last day of being a lower secondary student ):
Super high today , don't know what's wrong with me . Keep on blah blah with Chris , SUPER HUANI ! &Wt looks like a retard ! Peishun say this is called cute , laughs . ~~Think~~ i'm gonna miss everyone badly ! ):

Pieces of you are missing and love seems pretty hard to grasp at the moment. Be strong. It'll get better. Live, Laugh, Love <3

2009-10-28T21:22:00.003+08:00

Xiaoyu say i look v.white , good thing or bad ? But my mother say this is called dying -.- Then went to buy a lot of weird weird stuffs for me to eat -.- Like waste money only . Babies are so cute , just like Olympic . How i wish i had a baby like that , but i prefer baby girls :B Babies are like angels .
So shag siol,

Am i an excuse ? Laughs....

2009-10-27T20:33:00.000+08:00

So cheap ,

2009-10-26T00:57:00.002+08:00

Boring life , when there wasn't shopping . LOL . Went shopping at Tampines , and it's like full of people on sunday ): Can't even find a nice place to have my dinner . End up eating at Ljs . & there's really nothing to shop for , but saw some nice clothes , which are like super expensive for me . Bought a new color of nail polish , Thefaceshop having a new color of nail polish , but i wna buy one more :D Now , left w bag & heels ! Yeah !